Opening Night went so well.  I was so happy.  And we got an awesome review.  Sue didn't use a single negative word.  I realized how big this thing was that I am a part of.  I love it.

So, I checked my grades today and somehow I managed to stay above a 3.5.  Hallelujah!  And that is with an actual grade for Tech II Which means I don't have to make up any of the hours this summer since Tom forgot to give me an incomplete.  I was very happy.

I find it funny how my life seems to go in cycles all the time.  I am so in the "lonely" state right now.  I just want somebody.  I started missing Dan today which is weird since I stopped having feelings for him a few weeks after we broke things off.  I just miss having someone to hold and to come back to everyday or two.

Who wants to find me a someone?

I start my summer class tomorrow.  I've never done this before, it should be interesting.

What is it Lord, that you want and that I am seeing.
What in my innocent prayers am I failing to say?
Never before have I questioned the truth of your being.
Never once have I dared, never until today.
All over tremble I stand on the edge of confusion,
Who is to save me if into the darkness I fall?
Now that I need more then ever my God to be near me,
Do you hear when I call?
Are you there after all?

You have to be there, you have to
My life I have placed in thy keep.
And without you I am drifting on a dark and stormy sea.
You have to be there, you have to.
Without you I drown in the deep.
Too far, too far from land
the waters drag me down, I reach for your hand.

So I realized today that I haven't written in this thing in forever.  I also haven't written in my journal in an even longer time considering it doesn't even have an entry about Dan in it and that's been over for quite some time.

I need to get through the next two weeks and I honestly am not too sure that I will be able to.

Crap.

I will be out of the house in less than five months.  Woo-hoo